The wait is killing me. Your mind takes you to crazy places and you think crazy thoughts. Yes, I know I can hear you saying "Relax, CoCo" I am trying! Yesterday, I took an estradiol blood test and my estrogen level is a 50. My doc wants it at 200. That means I am now wearing 4 estrogen patches. This also isn't an indication that I am or am not pregnant. I take the beta test March 27.
Last night I had a very restless evening. I was VERY agitated. Every little thing was getting on my last nerve. I already have misophonia. I apologize to Jason all the time, bc I just get irritated so easily by noise (weird, right?). By 7:30pm I had enough. We turned off the TV and laid in bed and read our couples bible and devotional. Which was a great way to calm myself and talk to Jason about US. I love him so much and don't want that to get lost in all of this. Our service at CU with Pastor Dante was just about that too. We find our self trying to find calmness on FB or Netflix or whatever it is. When we should be finding calmness in HIS word.
I was hoping I would get a good night's sleep, but nope. I'm hoping it will get better as my body is adjusting to the hormones. Yes, I can hear you say "It's only the beginning".
On a cool note, check out this video of our implantation. Seeing the embryos go in and knowing they are there is incredible! Listen for the doc to say 3, 2 BOOM!
thanks for the prayers and following along on our IVF Journey
xoxo Team O